Hello, Goodbye

Orang dok sibuk tengok bola, aku sibuk mem-blog. Al-maklumlah, dah start busy la katakan. Hehe. Tak sangka pejam celik, pejam celik, dah nak masuk tahun baru dah. How fast time flies kan? Umur pun makin meningkat. Haihhhh. *sigh*

Eh, taknak cakap pasal umur lah. I'm Forever 21 kot. Haha.

Alright alright. Enough crapping.

There are two more days to a brand new year. Semua orang ada azam tahun baru kan. This upcoming year aku taknak berazam banyak sangat, sebabnya, azam tahun ni (2010) pun ada yang tak tercapai kot.

Eh jap, baru lepas check blog. Aku takde post azam tahun 2010 lah! LOL :D

So this is my new year's resolutions for 2011:

1. To buy BlackBerry Bold 9700 - Once I get my salary I will definitely go phone-hunting! And buy a new laptop, perhaps (?)

2. To be FIT, not FAT! - Seriously need to exercise!
(Dah boleh terima hakikat tak akan menjadi tinggi lagi, so bersyukur dengan apa yang ada)
Note to self - Calling someone else fat doesn't make you any skinnier :D

3. To move out - I need my freedom ASAP!
(Dah jumpa kawan yang sekepala, harap-harap dapat duduk satu rumah dengan beliau. Hehe.)

4. To save more money, and to spend less money - Need to overcome my addiction and obsession towards books, no more books for me! (Unless I found Mini Shopaholic with a reasonable price. Hehe.)

5.  To become Great Teacher Lisa aka GTL - (Not gatal okay? :D) A Great History Teacher to be exact. Jadi Cikgu Sejarah lah aku lepas ni.

6. To be more optimistic, to have positive views about life so that I can be a better person - No more miss emoLEE!

7. To enjoy life to the fullest! - Well, we gotta live like we're dying right?

8. To get married (?) - Once dah beli Suzuki Swift and rumah Semi-D, baru cerita pasal kahwin. So, jangan tanya bila nak kahwin lagi ye, harap maklum. :P

Berry Berry

Things that end with -berry:

- Blueberry

- Strawberry

- BlackBerry

- Burberry

- Raspberry

- Ribena Berry

- Halle Berry (?)

- Cherry Berry, or simply in Malay: Cirit-Birit - thanks to Mr. Giggles for reminding me of this term :P

Most of you must be wondering, WTH is wrong with me, posting an entry about berries right?
Just simply because, I love berries. Sedap apa kan? :D

Okay, okay.
You got me.
I want to buy one of the things that I mentioned above.
Apa lagi, BlackBerry lah kan.  
Bukan Blue Key macam mak Lizi cakap tu :D
Orang lain pakai BB, dia pun nak pakai gak.
Ala, kan sekarang tengah musim smartphones, orang dok pakai BlackBerry la, i-Phone la, BlueBerry la (Made in China if tak silap)
So, apa salahnya I nak join in the club pun kan.
Nak beli pun pakai duit sendiri, so kena la kumpul duit banyak-banyak.

BlackBerry Curve 3G

Yang ni cun?

Or yang ni lagi cun?

BlackBerry Bold 9700

Rasa cam nak beli Bold 9700, tapi cam mahal la pulak. Curve 3G sesuai lah kot bagi orang yang tak seberapa banyak income macam saya ni, kan?
Apa-apa pun, moga-moga boleh lah beli salah satu. Lepas tu taknak beli handphone dah untuk 10 tahun yang akan datang. Hehehe :D

Sources: Google

Kosong

Omputih cakap empty. Itu apa yang aku rasa sekarang.
Aku tau, aku patut rasa gembira dengan hidup aku sekarang.
Sepatutnya bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.
Aku dah ada kerja yang tetap;
Tinggal dengan family yang ambil berat pasal aku;
Kawan-kawan yang masih keep in touch dengan aku;
Relationship dengan si dia pun dah stabil.
Tapi aku masih rasa kosong.

All I know for now, only books, movies and Glee that can make me happy.
I'm not sure about anything else.
Mungkinkah aku perlukan suatu perubahan yang sangat drastik dalam hidup aku?
Mungkin aku perlukan itu.

I need an extreme change in my life.
Should consider bungee jumping and racing cars in the future.
LOL. Maybe not.
Main bowling for the first time pun dah lembik.

Or maybe I should be a workaholic.
So that I will keep myself busy and I will not think about those crappy wedding and having kids things.
Hey, I'm not gonna married in 5 years time! So what's the point of thinking about it?
Yes! I shall be a workaholic! Indeed.
 
P/S: Entry mengarut buat kali keberapa tah. Cuba untuk menggunakan bahasa baku sepenuhnya. Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa kan? :D

30 Days of Night

The title sounds creepy eh? Hehe. Saje nak buat gempak actually. Post ni tak creepy langsung pun sebenarnye.

30 days left to go before we venture another year, and somehow it freaks me out a bit.

Why?

Because I'm getting older that's why! Everyone is getting older by the way. :P

More responsibilities, no more hu-ha, hu-ha around as I will be busy working.

Oh, that's another thing. No more duit raya for me next year. Instead, I have to give duit raya to those cute little monkeys. *sigh*

I'm not sure whether I have achieved any of my 2010 new year's resolutions. Tak ingat pun ape azam yang aku buat. Haha.

Never mind. There's still some time to think about new year's resolutions.

But my first new year's resolution for 2011 would be to save some money from my salary.

Ramai nak datang next year ni: MGMT, Maroon 5, sape tah lagi. Bukan murah kot nak beli tix concert diorang.

Rumah pun nak kene beli. Kereta lagi. Wedding pun nak buat grand-grand nanti (tapi lambat lagi la :P).

So kene kumpul duit banyak-banyak ni. :D

Supposed to be

20th November 2010.

It is supposed to be the happiest day of our life as it is our first anniversary.
It is supposed to be a gleeful day as I was looking forward for us to meet up today.
It is supposed to be a wonderful day as I will be treating him with my first pay.
It is supposed to be a suprise as I wanted to give him something.
It is not that much, but I did think of him.
And this was supposed to be a mushy, lovey-dovey anniversary post for him.


But I ruined it all.
And in the end I am the one who is all heartbroken.
But I don't think I deserve to be yelled at.
I know he was stressed out and all, but I just don't deserve that.


Happy First Anniversary. Sorry for ruining it.

I hope that we can last longer than we ever thought we will be.

Sorry pagi-pagi buta dah emo. Bangun-bangun je air mata ni dok meleleh je. Bukan nak mintak simpati, just nak luahkan perasaan yang terpendam dalam hati ni. :(

I survived primary school students!

Tuesday, 16th November 2010.

It was my last day in SJK Chong Hwa, Setapak.
I survived a primary school! Yay!
(Well, almost survived actually, because I've only been there for like 19 days, not even a month)
Another yay for me because I got my first pay cheque! Heeee! *senyum sampai telinga*

But nay for me because I didn't manage to take some pictures with the students especially with class 3C (I have seven classes but I love this class so much I don't know why)
They even asked me to teach them English next year, but I didn't have a heart to tell them that I will not be around anymore, so I said, "We'll see about that".
Darn, I hope they won't be sad, because deep down in my heart, I am sad as I can't teach them anymore. Even for a short while, I feel bonded to them.

It's not easy to teach kids, but they are fun to be with. They are so annoying as they bugged you around with silly questions until you feel like pinching their cheeks and pulling their ears. They are so hyperactive and couldn't sit tight just for a sec and start running, playing around until you feel like yelling and hitting and spanking them. But in the end, they make you either smile or cry. I know they made ME smile. They are indeed, cute little monkeys.

I miss them already. :(

Oh God.

I can't believe I'm saying this. Haha.

Never mind. I will visit them one day. Hopefully they will still remember their one and only Teacher Lisa. :)

Kids say the darndest things, NOT!

They scream! They yell!
They fight! They cry!
They are obnoxious!
They are annoying!
And they are little kids, the most monstrous creatures I ever seen in my life.
Don't trust their cute little faces, they may look like angels, but on the inside they are little demons.

LOL. I'm being a little dramatic aren't I? Well, it is simply because I can't tame them.
I've bribed them with candies, I've made some serious looking faces, I've dragged them, I've spanked them on their buttocks (not that hard lah, it was hard to catch them running around), I've talked to them like a mother (more to sister actually) to her children, I've threatened them with their exam marks and told them I would send them to the headmistress' office.

Nothing is working. Na-da.

Lucky I have one week left (until the school holidays), to go through all that.

Being around with kids definitely making me think more than twice to have children of my own.

I salute all of you mothers out there. Period.

Gembira!

Satu, sebab menang Adam Lambert nye contest and I have won myself a pair of tickets, an autographed CD by Mr. Lambert himself, and a pair of Meet and Greet passes! Tak sangka menang. And tak sia-sia la kredit digi aku habis. Thanks to Fly FM and DiGi!

Dua, sebab dapat jumpe Adam la! What else can it be! Hehe. Eventhough sekejap (and tak dapat amik gambar personally and get an autograph) dah bersyukur sangat dah sebab dapat jumpe Adam up close, and I even got a chance to hug him! (I don't care what people say, this is once in a life time man! Susah kot nak jumpe Adam!) Just that I was a little bit sad with all those protestors though. It is called discrimination people! Don't judge Adam based on his sexual orientation, judge him based on his talent. When they said that Adam is a bad influence, hey c'mon! We can think on our own and we have to decide what is right and what is wrong by ourselves. Take all the positive things about him la. Don't follow the bad ones.

So kalau ade orang tanye, kenape suke Adam? Die kan gay.

Simple je. Sebab die memang sangat talented. I love him for his music, not because of other things.

Erk. Tetibe cam serious, nak emo lak. *buat muka happy balik*

The concert was absolutely superb and phenomenal! Adam definitely rocked the night and make us the Glamberts very daymn happy! Please come back to Malaysia, Adam! We all heart you so much! (macam la Adam baca blog aku ni kan, haha :D)

Okay okay, enough about Adam (sorry la terlebih excited sket).

Tiga nye, kenape saye gembira kan, sebab nye, esok saya akan dikonvokan! I hope that I will make my parents proud. And Insya-Allah, lepas konvo ni, misi mencari kerja akan lebih digiatkan. Doakan saye berjaya ye rakan-rakan! :)

Sedih!

Satu. Sebab tak dapat pegi tengok si Glambert beraksi live esok. Dah banyak kali masuk contest untuk menang tiket konsert, tapi takde rezeki. *sobs*
Kenape tak beli je tiket? Sebabnye, saye memang broke (bukan berok ye, harap maklum) jadi saye takde duit nak beli tiket. Lagipun, takde orang nak tengok Glambert bersame saye. Adik saye tu kemut, nak tiket free je (Same la dengan kakak nye. Haha :D)

Dua. Sebab tak menang contest untuk dapat tiket konsert tengok Paramore. Memang berharap sangat-sangat-sangat nak menang, sebab itu je peluang yang agak cerah untuk dapat tiket free. *sigh*

Tiga. Sebab Mr. Giggles cam busy minggu ni. Hadiah birthday pun tak dibeli lagi sebab tatau nak beli ape untuk saye. Haihh. Sedih la. Dah nak hampir sebulan ni. Hurmm.

Harap-harap hari saye dikonvokan yakni hari Sabtu ini membuatkan saye menjadi lebih gembira. Saye tak kisah kalau tak dapat bunga, dapat seekor beruang kutub pun jadi la. :)

Crushcrushcrush

I had a high school crush. His name is William. I didn't know much about him as he is just plain mysterious, who always read a book in a quiet corner. And that is what I like about him. He is the only exception for me.

"Hey Liz. There goes your vampire-looking crush." My friend, Haley said to me one morning, in the school cafeteria.

"How do I look?" I gussy up myself.

"Just the way you are. Not much difference." LOL. She's being supportive alright.

I flashed a bright braceface smile to him. He smiled back with crooked teeth of his and walked away.

Haley shook her head once William was out of sight.

"What do you like about him anyway? He looks dead to me."

"It's just a little crush. No big deal." I lied. It was a big deal to me. How I wish I have the guts to talk to him.

The next morning, I had a stomachache. Bloody Coke! (not the drugs alright) I shouldn't have drink a can during recess. Not many knows that I have a gastric gene inside of me.

 "Why in the world would you drink a Coke if you knew you will be having a gastric?" Haley asked me.

"Because you asked me to drink your bloody Coke!" I shrieked.

"Erk. Sorry. I bought the wrong can. I wanted a 100 plus, not a Coke." Haley made her puppy-eyed face.

I rolled my eyes.

"Why don't you just go to the toilet and finish your misery business once and for all?" Haley suggested.

"Nah, I don't feel like doing that. I just need to burp." And so I burped.

"Gross Liz! Not in the public!"

"There's no one here." I looked around the cafeteria. The rest of the students have gone back to their classes. There were only a couple of students left. The bell has rung.

And so I burped again. This time I let out a big one I almost squawked. It was not like there's anyone here besides me and Haley right? Oh man. It felt so relieved.

"Liz..."

"What?"

"Your crush..." Haley whispered.

"Huh? I can't hear you!" I leaned in to her across the table.

"Your crushcrushcrush!" She almost squealed and pointed to me, to my back to be exact.

"Wow, you sure are amazing!" I heard a soothing boyish voice.

Oh no.

I turned my back and saw him. Yes. It was him. The William.

He gave me a big thumbs up with a very wide, big grin.

"Man, that was really cool! We should compete sometime. I was the Champion of Burping for three years in a row. You sure can beat the hell out of me. Catch ya later!" He grinned again and made his way to the class.

I stared at Haley in horror. Oh my God!

"Hey, don't say that I didn't warn you. Look on the bright side, he's talking to you now." Haley laughed.

Now all my dreams of being romantic with William are crushed. I can only imagine him burping out alternately with me like a couple of mating frogs. Great.

The End.

P/s: This is just a short story fiction that I wrote to win a pair of Paramore's concert tix. What do you guys think? :)

Review: Ready or Not? by Chris Manby

Hey guys! I've been meaning to write this review couple of weeks ago, but, as usual, a friend called Procrastination kept on delaying me (haha) He's not around for today, so I decided to review this chick lit ASAP (before he comes back :D)

I've never read any books by Chris Manby before, and I decided to try this one. And guess what, I was hooked! While reading this book, I simply couldn't put it down.

The story plot is very simple, not complicated at all, it was about a woman named Heidi Savage who is engaged to a goody two shoes guy called Ed and along the engagement period, she was hesitated whether she's ready to get married or not to this one particular guy. She was terrified by the fact that his fiance's rugby friends kept bullying him, she could not take care of a six month old baby named Forester, the son of her best friend Kara who is now a single mother without the help by his fiance and the fact that she met his old ex-boyfriend named Steven and it brought back sweet, fond memories of them being together.

The ending was very predictable but I was laughing all the way through. This book is simply for those who wants a light and relax read. There's no pressure in reading this chick lit book.

On the scale of 1 to 10, I would give this book as 8. Fair enough I think.

Chris Manby is now definitely listed as one of my favourite author! I'm gonna grab more books written by her! :)

Go shawty, it's my birthday!

Hey y'all! It's been a week since my 23rd birthday (feel so old, yet look so young, haha) and I was damn happy to see that so many people (including those whom I don't have any clue who they are) wished my birthday. 

Don't mean to brag, but I've got like 100 plus of FB notifications in my inbox! Thank you all once again.

I was quite touched, (and felt a little bit funny though) when my Mr. Giggles wished me a day earlier (he skipped a day earlier), seemed like he couldn't wait any longer to surprise me on my birthday. 

What was the surprise?

Hee.

He sang a Happy Birthday song for me! So sweet and cute of him!

And when I thought my family forgot about my birthday (except for my sister because I kept telling her to buy me pressies, hehe) they surprised me with a birthday cake, a blueberry cheese cake to be exact.

Surprisingly, I was blurred at that time.

*the sound of owl howled*

Then I came to my senses and I said thank you to my parents, and my sister of course.

Overall, it was a great birthday for me. 

Yes, I didn't get any presents or throw any birthday party, but I'm grateful enough to have such family and friends who didn't forget my birthday.

All I wish for is for my loved ones' happiness. And mine of course. 

How I wish I can be forever 21. But I can't. 

So instead, I wish for people out there to treat me like a 23 year old grown up. Please! 

I hate it when people say I look like a 16, 17 year old kid (I know I look young, but looks can be deceiving! And never judge a book by its cover, alright) 

May God bless us all. Amin.

This is my confession

I have vowed myself that I will never, ever make any kind of confessions here, in my blog. But I lost it. I couldn't help myself.

Oh, by the way, Selamat Hari Raya ke-10 to all muslims out there! Maaf Zahir dan Batin! Kite raya sebulan kan kan kan? So baru raya ke-10. Duit raya untuk saya takde ke? Hehe.

Okay okay, back to serious business. *making a serious face*

I admit it. I've been depressed lately. Since the big fight between my mom and I happened (seriously, it was a big fight) I've been down like hell. The celebration of raya couldn't make me any happier. Not even my upcoming birthday.

Don't even start by asking about work. I'm still jobless, and it feels like forever, waiting for the KPM interview result.

Family? What more to say. I've been living in a dysfunctional home for years. But the impact feels even greater because I've been stuck in this house for months doing nothing. I just need to get out of here.

My love life doesn't help either. We've been arguing throughout the year. This relationship makes me wonder will I ever have a future with him. I know I was being silly by asking him about marriage, future plans and stuffs (because we're still very young to even think about that) but I couldn't help myself when I saw some of my friends are moving on, they either get engaged or married. I know I'm not ready, but deep down in my heart I envy them for being happy while they are still very young. I was once against this kind of marriage, but not anymore. I just need someone (particularly a guy) to take me away from here, from this house.

But I guess I just have to wait. Or be independent by myself by moving out. I guess I have to go with the second option (once I have a job that is).

Marriage is out of question. And it is a long way to go. I probably won't be getting married to my current boyfriend anyway. Perhaps I will not get married at all.

I'm being pessimistic aren't I? Well, I guess I need help. I can't recall the last time I felt so happy. I was flipping through CLEO mag and found out that I've been suffering with depression while reading an article about depression (seriously, I got all the symptoms, yeah) Now I know why a therapist may come in handy. But I'll try to cope with it myself first.

So, this is my confession. Usher should be happy I made his song as my title.

Where for art thou?

Where for art thou?

Spirits which keep me going,

Spirits that keep me high,

As I need you so bad right now, not to feel like a dead walking zombie, 

Not to feel like a hopeless jobless loser with no direction of what I will be,

Just to feel alive, just to be who I wanted to be.

Where for art thou?

Youth which makes me both young at heart and soul,

Which gives me either diesel or petrol,

That fuel all the energy in the world.

I couldn't find you anywhere,

Where the heck are you hiding?

Please come back before my arse's exploding.

Where for art thou?

Friends who laugh and giggle together,

Friends who eat junks once the break is over,

Friends who gossip more than housewives,

Friends who secrets they swore with their lives,

Friends who made an amend,

That we will be Best Friends Forever.

Where for art thou?

Love, the subject of affection,

The subject of feelings and emotions.

Where are the fireworks, where are the sparks?

Are you hiding in the dark?

Find your way before it's too late,

Before it grows into a thing called hate.

P/S: Another rough draft of poem from yours truly. There is a deep meaning behind it. *sobs*

Kill Me in Your Dreams

Erk. The title itself sounds so cheesy and corny right?

Well, believe it or not, it was a poem that I wrote myself back in my school days 

(jumpe balik mase tengah mengemas)

I was a so-called emo/goth/punk/whatever you may call me, but I was not a wannabe or a poseur.

(Itu dulu lah, sekarang dah bertaubat. Dah takde label-label dah sekarang ye, harap maklum)

I was an emo, seriously, but now I'm still a rocker at heart la. 

Okay okay, enough about me, I'll leave you with a heartbreak poem, written by yours truly myself.

Kill Me in Your Dreams

Lately,

You've been ignoring me,

I don't know why,

Everytime I'm standing by,

You'll move an inch far,

Away from me.

If you don't miss me don't pretend that you do.

If you don't need me I will let you go.

Don't hide your lies beneath it all,

God I swear I will never trust you once and for all.

I can't take this anymore,

Why don't you just tell me,

You don't love me like before.

So I'm begging you tonight,

Kill me with all your might,

Kill me in your dreams,

So I won't wake up tomorrow,

So I'll be free from this pain and sorrow.

P/S: Not bad eh? Atleast it rhymes. :D

The Last Exorcism

Orang cakap, masa bulan puasa ni tak baik tengok cite hantu,
tapi tah kenape, aku rase teruja nak tengok cite ni.

Nampak cambest and lagi cuak (!) daripada Emily Rose (cite tu je yang aku dah tengok, cite exorcist lain tak sempat nak tengok lagi, bukan takut, cuma takde teman nak tengok :P)

Tengok la die siap bent hampir 180 darjah kot! Gile kentang hebat! 

Tah bile nak kuar kat Msia pun tatau, tengok trailer pun jadi la. Enjoy!

 

AMARAN KERAS: Bagi mereka yang mempunyai sakit jantung, sakit hati dan sebagainya dan mereka yang sedang sarat mengandung mahupun yang baru mengandung dinasihatkan untuk tidak menonton trailer ini. Tapi kalau berani ape salahnye. Tengok je la. Cuba dulu baru tau. ;)

Flash Forward

It should be about 2 minutes and 17 seconds, the blackout, the Flash Forward I mean, but I see nothing. 

Na-da.

You guys are probably wondering, what the heck am I talking about, kan? 

Well, if you're a TV series fan like me, and have watched Flash Forward before, you'll get what I mean. 

Flash Forward is like a vision that you will see yourself would be doing in the future.

My Flash Forward? It's nothing. So I guess I should create my own Flash Forward.

This is a list of SHOULD I BE ____? :

1. A TEACHER - If I passed the KPM Interview, I'm pretty sure I will become one. I have been offered a job as a chemistry teacher in a private school (yikes!) Should i take it? Or should I work with the government?

2. A LECTURER - If I want to become one, I have to further my masters, which I don't really know what course should I take and I definitely have to do a thesis or a project paper (mood: malas gile!)

3. A NOVELIST/WRITER - A washed up dream of mine, since I was a kid, but it is never too late to follow your dream, isn't it?

4. A MAID (or a bibik, as my gedik sister said) - I've already become one. My current unpaid job.

5. A BOOKSHOP/CAFE OWNER - Sounds too good to be true, but I have a dream of having my own bookshop with a cafe ala-ala Starbucks gitu. *smile dreamily*

6. A JOURNALIST - Too little too late for that I guess.
 

7. MARRIED and become A DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE? - It is totally out of question. But I simply can't resist if someone masuk meminang. Lai lai lai! :D

So, what's YOUR Flash Forward? ;)

Review: Chart Throb by Ben Elton

 I've finished reading this book by last week if I'm not mistaken.

To sum it all up, I would say this book is hilariously funny and witty!

This book makes me wonder about the true colours of reality TV competitions. 

Everyone knows the fact that reality TV shows aren't real, but what about those singing, dancing competitions and such? Are they not real too?

No wonder Adam Lambert didn't win American Idol. *Sigh*

For all you book-lovers out there, if you're looking for a different yet a delightful read, I highly recommended Chart Throb, you will be laughing non-stop throughout your entire read!

Great job Ben Elton! You're officially one of my favourite fiction authors!

The Genius behind Chart Throb - Ben Elton

Will be continuing reading Lauren Weisberger's Everyone Worth Knowing. Toodles!

P/S: Oh yeah, to all bookish ones, you might wanna join the website - http://www.shelfari.com, it is a website simply for all of us bookaholics! :)

How I've missed you, Ramadhan!

(a quote from Baki Zainal)

I have missed Ramadhan too! And of course missing Syawal more! :D

I wonder, will I get duit raya just like previous years? Hurmmm.

I'm currently jobless, so I hope I will get SOME money. 

Just have to practice the look of the cute, sad looking Puss-in-Boots eyes. o.O

Feed me if you dare!

I hope in this holy month I'll get to puasa penuh. Green light all the way. Boleh ke? Haha.

Anyhow, Happy Fasting people! Selamat Berpuasa!

Oh-Em-Gee!

Gosh, it has been 6 months since I last blogged.
And guess what.
I was in a total shock right now! Like, damn shocked!
Just to found out that someone, by the name Anonymous, cursed me like hell!
(check out my last post in February - Try to be FAME-ous)

Did I do something wrong? Did I make someone hurt?
He/She (but I am 99.9% sure that it's a she) accused me for being a homewrecker (perampas is homewrecker in English right?)
As far as I know, I've never hold any grudges against anyone, except for that bee-yotch whom I don't think ever care about me anymore.
Gosh. I still can't believe it!

A special dedication to you, dear ANONYMOUS.
First thing first, you're a coward for not using your own name and stand up to me. If you're not satisfied with me whatsoever, come straight to me, you don't have to go around and curse me for something I myself not sure what I've done wrong. I am terribly sorry if I have ever done anything wrong to you, but please do tell me what I've done so that I can fix it, we can fix it together. I'm not the same ol me, I have changed. And by cursing around like this, it's not going to solve anything. So, please show yourself, and tell me whatever things that made you so damn mad at me. Maybe we can work something out. Hopefully you'll read this post.

Regards,
Yours truly

Try to be FAME-ous

I'm not very fond of lovey-dovey songs,
but it's like I've been strucked by a love arrow by Mr. Cupid,
and it hits me right through my chest, eh, my heart.

Such a beautiful song with a meaningful lyrics,
I heart this song the minute I heard it.


TRY by Asher Book.





I'm gonna watch FAME after this, like totally gonna watch it.
Right after I run a one whole day GLEE marathon.


Cheers!


And oh, Happy Tiggery Chinese New Year,
and Happy Lalalove V-Day peeps!

Mrs Cold

OMG!
It's been soooo long since I last blogged.
Last time I posted a review about Charlie Bartlett, it was like, 5 months ago!
Gosh!
Am I that busy?
Nahh! Not really tho!
My life has been hectic, that's all. LOL. :D

It has been 3 weeks since I've started my practical, but never got a chance to teach, just yet.
I will be teaching 2 science classes, as their Chemistry teacher. And yes, I am the replacement, as the former Chemistry teacher's belly is just waiting to get popped!
(She's pregnant, and she will deliver a baby soon, if you don't get what I mean)

But I've been to 3 little bratty's classes before, as I had to relief their classes.
And you know what they called me?

"Cikgu ni sporting la,"
"Cikgu, kawan saye cakap cikgu Ker Ai,"
"Cikgu dah kawin ke belum? Single lagi? Nak no tepon boleh?"

Darn, I don't wanna be called all that.

Sape nak kan? Cikgu jenis macam tu la selalu kena pijak kelape kan! Eh, kepale! :D
So I've decided myself to become a Mrs Cold Teacher,
but not that cold la kan, nanti budak2 menyampah lak.

Me and my friend have been on a rough boat during our 3 weeks time at school, got quite an issue with the school's administrator. But it's okay, nasib baik cikgu2 lain sume nye baik2 belaka, so just bear with her and the school for another 3 and 1/2 months, Lisa!
Sekejap je tu kan?

Trouble is a friend, right? :D

But despite all those depressing things that happened to me lately,
(plus I'm terribly sick right now, I'm down with a flu, cold, fever, sore throat, u name it, which I think is a blessing, as I can get a leave, and hopefully an MC. haha)
I'm blessed to be concerned by my loving family and friends.

Feeling more blessful
(is there such a word? ke blissful? serious berkarat english aku. haha)
when there is someone who keeps telling me that he loves me, more than anything in this world.
And he didn't just say it, he shows and proves his love to me, by doing all those things I would have never think a bf would do to a gf.

It's like, you're married to him and you're his responsibility, in other words, he thinks of you like a wife, that sort of feeling.
I don't want to go bragging about things that he has done for me.
It's enough for me to say that, I feel so blessed, and so lucky to have him in my life.



Je T'aime, Mohd Ashraf Sharifuddin.