November 20, 2010

Supposed to be

20th November 2010.

It is supposed to be the happiest day of our life as it is our first anniversary.
It is supposed to be a gleeful day as I was looking forward for us to meet up today.
It is supposed to be a wonderful day as I will be treating him with my first pay.
It is supposed to be a suprise as I wanted to give him something.
It is not that much, but I did think of him.
And this was supposed to be a mushy, lovey-dovey anniversary post for him.


But I ruined it all.
And in the end I am the one who is all heartbroken.
But I don't think I deserve to be yelled at.
I know he was stressed out and all, but I just don't deserve that.


Happy First Anniversary. Sorry for ruining it.

I hope that we can last longer than we ever thought we will be.

Sorry pagi-pagi buta dah emo. Bangun-bangun je air mata ni dok meleleh je. Bukan nak mintak simpati, just nak luahkan perasaan yang terpendam dalam hati ni. :(

3 comments:

Unknown said...

what happened makcik?

Lisa Farhana said...

we had a fight nurul. i know it was my fault, but i still feel sad because he was mad at me. now im not sure if he is the one for me. i was scared. :(

Small Kucing said...

sorry to hear that. Well life have its ups and down. time will tell if he is the one for you

btw, thanks for following me in my old blog. I have moved to www.smallkucing.com. Hope to see you there soon

Meantime, why not ajak your girlfriends go out and have some fun. Then you'll feel better