March 7, 2009

cemburu melihat mereka-mereka itu.

aku cemburu.
cemburu melihat mereka-mereka itu.
mereka-mereka yang berpasang-pasangan.
di kiri ku lihat rancak berbual.
si lelaki berwajah jambu, si perempuan berwajah comel.
sangat cocok sekali.
di kanan ku lihat duduk berapatan.
kurang cocok sedikit, namun mesra berduaan.

rasa hiba tiba-tiba menerpa.
rasa sedih pabila memikirkan.
rasa kesal tiada gunanya.
ku tahankan jua air mata yang ingin mengalir.

hati ini rasa sayu.
sayu pabila mengenangkan harapan yang tiada berkesudahan.
adakah aku yang harus memulakan dahulu?
atau ku harus tunggu dan terus menunggu?
ku tak ingin jadi seperti dahulu.
meluahkan, dan dikecewakan.

itulah kali pertama luahan hati.
dan itu juga lah sekian terakhirnya.
aku tak ingin dikecewakan lagi.
aku tak ingin menangis lagi. :(

11 comments:

akizaki said...

ape nk jeles..
hidup sorg kn best..

Lisa Farhana said...

kdg2 best. kdg2 rs sunyi la.
u x rs cmtu ke?
ke u dh ade gf? ;P

Unknown said...

akizaki,sy sokong kata2 mu itu hahaha...
lisa,being single is not that bad...
i used to feel how u feel,hell,i still do sometimes,hahaha...
all u have to do is have faith that one day ur/our prince charming will come...
drpd berpacaran and in the end get hurt again,whats the point?
we create another wound dimana the other wounds are still not yet fully healed...
yakin dgn ketentuan Allah,yg Dia telah tntukan bg kita sejak dlm kndungan ibu kita lg 3 perkara iaitu ajal,rezeki dan jodoh...
open ur heart,meet new ppl and when the time comes,u'll meet the one...

Cik Lizi said...

ni lisa farhana yg dalam facebook tu eh???

uh,hi there~

about d post~

stuju dgn akizaki+nurul~

being single is not dat bad;]
sampai masanya~
u'll meet him~
& live happily ever after *pengaruh fairy tale yg t'lampau byk* ;p

Unknown said...

ye,nie lah lisa farhana yg dlm facebook itu :D

tu la lizi,terlampau tu hahaha...
in the real world,mmg akn happy but cabaran lebih besar akn dtg ;p

Lisa Farhana said...

yeah, this is lisa farhana in the facebook. haha.

hello there cik lizi, one of nurul's besties aight?
or shall i call u kakak lizi?
(nurul xsuke i pggl die kakak. hehe.)

thanks for all those advices guys.
i think right now im happy being single. ley ade byk scandal with anyone i like. kn3? haha. ;P

Unknown said...

ye,lizi is one of my bestest (wpun no such word,just need to say that to show betapa best pnye bestest friend she is,hehe) friends...

hahaha,smpat je ehk u nk letak i xsuka u panggil i kakak =P
dia ok kot panggil kakak sbb at home pun org panggil dia kakak...
kn lizi kn? hehe ;p

ha,good lisa...
being single is so much better...
nnti dh kawen,xleh dh nk scandal2...
so better scandal skrg,hahaha...
~setan btl~

to lizi,ingt tu,dh kawen no more scandal2,dh tunang pun no more scandal2 hehehe...
~cewah,padahal aku yg kaki scandal kn lizi? hahaha~

Cik Lizi said...

cam hampeh je nasihat nya nurul!
cait!
na'ah!xcnfirm tunang or kahwin lagi!
xmo too excited!
serius dh kecut perut cam nk exam!hahahha;p

to lisa~
uh,nama kita dekat2 la...
my chinese fren+cikgu used to call me lisa sebab xle pronounce 'z'~hehe
akak lizi or cik lizi mana2 pun xkisah~
as long it's me...kan kan...

Unknown said...

kecut perut ehk?
aku bagai di awang2an tau lizi,cm aku je yg bakal "disunting" (betulkah perkataan itu) org,hehe...
nie first time aku rasa kawan baik nk kawen nie tau...
ko pun msti rasa cmnie bila tau azrah nk bertunang kn?
bestnye,hehehe...

panggil si lizi laizot pun buleh lisa,hahahhaha...
=P

Lisa Farhana said...

i pggl cik lizi la.
not fair for nurul kn klau i pggl lizi kakak.
besides. cik lizi pn msti tamau rs tua kn? hehehe. ;P

eh. mmg ur real name is lizi ke?
i thought itu nick u je.
i lak trbalik dgn u.
klau org tua2 ssh mau sbut name i, slalu lisa jd liza.
(mayb sbb muka i malay, tp name cm omputih. my parents nye psl la ni. nasib ade gk name mlayu diblkgnye. huhuhu.)

Unknown said...

nama penuh lizi ~ nurhaslizatul liza bt ahmad
esok nama anak dia ~ mastura tura binti dot dot dot hahaha...

p/s: ampun ye lizi,hehehe ;p