Kill Me in Your Dreams

Erk. The title itself sounds so cheesy and corny right?

Well, believe it or not, it was a poem that I wrote myself back in my school days 

(jumpe balik mase tengah mengemas)

I was a so-called emo/goth/punk/whatever you may call me, but I was not a wannabe or a poseur.

(Itu dulu lah, sekarang dah bertaubat. Dah takde label-label dah sekarang ye, harap maklum)

I was an emo, seriously, but now I'm still a rocker at heart la. 

Okay okay, enough about me, I'll leave you with a heartbreak poem, written by yours truly myself.

Kill Me in Your Dreams

Lately,

You've been ignoring me,

I don't know why,

Everytime I'm standing by,

You'll move an inch far,

Away from me.

If you don't miss me don't pretend that you do.

If you don't need me I will let you go.

Don't hide your lies beneath it all,

God I swear I will never trust you once and for all.

I can't take this anymore,

Why don't you just tell me,

You don't love me like before.

So I'm begging you tonight,

Kill me with all your might,

Kill me in your dreams,

So I won't wake up tomorrow,

So I'll be free from this pain and sorrow.

P/S: Not bad eh? Atleast it rhymes. :D

The Last Exorcism

Orang cakap, masa bulan puasa ni tak baik tengok cite hantu,
tapi tah kenape, aku rase teruja nak tengok cite ni.

Nampak cambest and lagi cuak (!) daripada Emily Rose (cite tu je yang aku dah tengok, cite exorcist lain tak sempat nak tengok lagi, bukan takut, cuma takde teman nak tengok :P)

Tengok la die siap bent hampir 180 darjah kot! Gile kentang hebat! 

Tah bile nak kuar kat Msia pun tatau, tengok trailer pun jadi la. Enjoy!

 

AMARAN KERAS: Bagi mereka yang mempunyai sakit jantung, sakit hati dan sebagainya dan mereka yang sedang sarat mengandung mahupun yang baru mengandung dinasihatkan untuk tidak menonton trailer ini. Tapi kalau berani ape salahnye. Tengok je la. Cuba dulu baru tau. ;)

Flash Forward

It should be about 2 minutes and 17 seconds, the blackout, the Flash Forward I mean, but I see nothing. 

Na-da.

You guys are probably wondering, what the heck am I talking about, kan? 

Well, if you're a TV series fan like me, and have watched Flash Forward before, you'll get what I mean. 

Flash Forward is like a vision that you will see yourself would be doing in the future.

My Flash Forward? It's nothing. So I guess I should create my own Flash Forward.

This is a list of SHOULD I BE ____? :

1. A TEACHER - If I passed the KPM Interview, I'm pretty sure I will become one. I have been offered a job as a chemistry teacher in a private school (yikes!) Should i take it? Or should I work with the government?

2. A LECTURER - If I want to become one, I have to further my masters, which I don't really know what course should I take and I definitely have to do a thesis or a project paper (mood: malas gile!)

3. A NOVELIST/WRITER - A washed up dream of mine, since I was a kid, but it is never too late to follow your dream, isn't it?

4. A MAID (or a bibik, as my gedik sister said) - I've already become one. My current unpaid job.

5. A BOOKSHOP/CAFE OWNER - Sounds too good to be true, but I have a dream of having my own bookshop with a cafe ala-ala Starbucks gitu. *smile dreamily*

6. A JOURNALIST - Too little too late for that I guess.
 

7. MARRIED and become A DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE? - It is totally out of question. But I simply can't resist if someone masuk meminang. Lai lai lai! :D

So, what's YOUR Flash Forward? ;)

Review: Chart Throb by Ben Elton

 I've finished reading this book by last week if I'm not mistaken.

To sum it all up, I would say this book is hilariously funny and witty!

This book makes me wonder about the true colours of reality TV competitions. 

Everyone knows the fact that reality TV shows aren't real, but what about those singing, dancing competitions and such? Are they not real too?

No wonder Adam Lambert didn't win American Idol. *Sigh*

For all you book-lovers out there, if you're looking for a different yet a delightful read, I highly recommended Chart Throb, you will be laughing non-stop throughout your entire read!

Great job Ben Elton! You're officially one of my favourite fiction authors!

The Genius behind Chart Throb - Ben Elton

Will be continuing reading Lauren Weisberger's Everyone Worth Knowing. Toodles!

P/S: Oh yeah, to all bookish ones, you might wanna join the website - http://www.shelfari.com, it is a website simply for all of us bookaholics! :)

How I've missed you, Ramadhan!

(a quote from Baki Zainal)

I have missed Ramadhan too! And of course missing Syawal more! :D

I wonder, will I get duit raya just like previous years? Hurmmm.

I'm currently jobless, so I hope I will get SOME money. 

Just have to practice the look of the cute, sad looking Puss-in-Boots eyes. o.O

Feed me if you dare!

I hope in this holy month I'll get to puasa penuh. Green light all the way. Boleh ke? Haha.

Anyhow, Happy Fasting people! Selamat Berpuasa!

Oh-Em-Gee!

Gosh, it has been 6 months since I last blogged.
And guess what.
I was in a total shock right now! Like, damn shocked!
Just to found out that someone, by the name Anonymous, cursed me like hell!
(check out my last post in February - Try to be FAME-ous)

Did I do something wrong? Did I make someone hurt?
He/She (but I am 99.9% sure that it's a she) accused me for being a homewrecker (perampas is homewrecker in English right?)
As far as I know, I've never hold any grudges against anyone, except for that bee-yotch whom I don't think ever care about me anymore.
Gosh. I still can't believe it!

A special dedication to you, dear ANONYMOUS.
First thing first, you're a coward for not using your own name and stand up to me. If you're not satisfied with me whatsoever, come straight to me, you don't have to go around and curse me for something I myself not sure what I've done wrong. I am terribly sorry if I have ever done anything wrong to you, but please do tell me what I've done so that I can fix it, we can fix it together. I'm not the same ol me, I have changed. And by cursing around like this, it's not going to solve anything. So, please show yourself, and tell me whatever things that made you so damn mad at me. Maybe we can work something out. Hopefully you'll read this post.

Regards,
Yours truly