2009! here i come!

im not gonna yada-yada, blablabla for this post.
these are my resolutions for 2008. lets check whether i fulfill them or not.

1. get better grades and cgpas for both sems.
uncheck. i sucked at both sems. ughh. dont know why.

2. be much more nicer, friendlier with others. more outgoing.
can i say atas pagar? yes i've been nicer. but still. i might hurt others without even knowing it. and i was hurt myself. like soo many times this year (2008 is what i meant).

3. get a crash course for driving.
well. i drove once. like pusing-pusing for i dont know how many times. i really need to conquer my fears of accidents and stuffs.

4. to grow up.
i got a lot of junk in my trunk. does that count too? haha.

5. make an extreme makeover to myself. my room. and my house.
makeover to myself; check. to my room and my house; uncheck.

6. to do something big or huge plus risky and fun!
haha. this is the crappiest resolution ever! uncheck.

7. get a cute guy to be my bf.
i achieved this one believe it or not! infact, he's not just cute, he's a hottie. haha.
so lucky me to have ahmad farhan kamaruddin as my bf.

the ahmad farhan bin kamaruddin.
my dear han-ey.
my amad yg tomey.
my cinapek yg hot gile.
my bucuk yg manje gile.
my shrek, the green ogre.
my sugar pie honey bunch.
ILY.

i've been thinking what are my new year's resolutions for 2009.
pretty hard.
but i came up with nothing. haha.

i guess it will be pretty much the same. minus the crappy ones.
and some add ons.

1. to get much much good grades and cgpas for this upcoming sem.
farhan and i promised to compete with each other. i don't want him to outshine me. haha.

2. to survive my practical which will be somewhere in june/july.
i'm really scared to face this! infact, it's not fair for us to do practical during our 7th sem! please God gives us miracles and make them change back to sem 8.

3. to be a good gf. a good friend. a good sister and of course a good daughter.
be a good gf to my ahmad farhan kamaruddin, a good friend to my friends, be much more nicer to my lil sister (i don't know if i ever can be one. haha.) and a really darling daughter to my parents (i'm not sure about this one too.)

4. to save more money. to buy a brand new laptop. and other possesions. and pay back my phone debts to my dad.
i think i can handle this one. i have to set up a budget. ASAP.

5. try not to reminisce those photographs and memories being in love with you-know-who.
i still want him to be my friend though. even if he doesn't want to. i still love u as my bestfriend, my one and only pakcik boroi. if u read this, i'm sorry for everything.

thats it. i think five resols are good enough. i hope i can fulfill them! ganbatte kudasai lisa farhana! ;)

there is no mathematics to love and loss.

hey. im back again for a one week holidays.
sooo many things happened to me last week.

ive got tons and tons of assignments.
i skipped my inorg test.

and i went home early. with my BIG, HUGE, and HUMONGOUS [dont know whether its a word or not] bag all the way from my rumah sewa to the UPSI bus and to the STARCOACH bus and then to the pudu bus station [an hour and a half later] and then all the way to the plaza rakyat lrt station.

i carried the bag like mad. like a homeless person. like someone who was about to faint.
as i did not have my breakfast. not even lunch. and i was wearing my baju kurung.


PERFECT.

but i didnt care at all. eventhough there were like some cute guys ive met during my so-called journey back home. they didnt matter to me. nothing else matters.

i just wanna go home to see my late grandmother.

yes. she died on the 1st of feb 2008. in the morning.
thats why i rushed back home. to see her for the last time.

and i managed to see her for the last time. well i was the last one actually.

Al-Fatihah to arwah.
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah SWT dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang soleh. AMIN.

i wanna be a rockstar!

this is the 2nd post of my collection of rockstars' pictures.

enjoy the amazing art of rocking!

choi jong hun.
he's a one korean rockstar hottie!

devon werkheiser.
aka ned bigby slash rockstar kiddo in making.

zack the dragon. ALL TIME LOW.
all time yummy-licious with his bass!

azwin andy. ESTRANGED.
a hot drummer who looks a lot like christian capes! but they're not brothers.

THE HOOSIERS.
goodbye Mr. A. hello new superheroes, the hoosiers!

BITTERSWEET.
the next big thing.

HUJAN.

everyone's favourite local band.

there you go. these are my rockstars.
do you have your own favourites?
perhaps you wanna share with me. with all other bloggers.
please drop a comment or anything. really appreciate that.

toodles!

plug in baby!

hey hey.
its sunday and its raining all afternoon.
im cold. always feel like peeing. haha.
tomorrow i'll be going back to tg malim. *sigh*

i'll be missing the internet! waaaaa. *cry out loud*
these few days i was all searching through the internet about bands.
local bands. yes. i'm addicted to local bands. for now.
thanks to meet uncle hussain, bittersweet, lucy in the loo and hujan for their fab tracks.
i'm appreciating local bands much more.

support our local bands! MALAYSIA BOLEH! huhuhu.

but that doesn't mean i give up international bands. i still think bands like arctic monkeys, muse, panic! at the disco, the hoosiers rock the fcuking hell out of me!

pardon my vulgarity.

i'm gonna share with you some of my masterpiece pictures. credits to whoever took the pictures.

guys with guitars, pianos and drums are so HOT!

matthew bellamy. MUSE.
the superb multi talented MUSE.

dougie poynter. MCFLY
MCFLY's most cutest teeny booper.

brendon urie. PANIC! AT THE DISCO.
the manly BIG voice of P!ATD.

alex turner. ARCTIC MONKEYS.
the mastermind of ARTIC MONKEYS.

i'll update the rest later. i'm out.