Hello, Goodbye

Orang dok sibuk tengok bola, aku sibuk mem-blog. Al-maklumlah, dah start busy la katakan. Hehe. Tak sangka pejam celik, pejam celik, dah nak masuk tahun baru dah. How fast time flies kan? Umur pun makin meningkat. Haihhhh. *sigh*

Eh, taknak cakap pasal umur lah. I'm Forever 21 kot. Haha.

Alright alright. Enough crapping.

There are two more days to a brand new year. Semua orang ada azam tahun baru kan. This upcoming year aku taknak berazam banyak sangat, sebabnya, azam tahun ni (2010) pun ada yang tak tercapai kot.

Eh jap, baru lepas check blog. Aku takde post azam tahun 2010 lah! LOL :D

So this is my new year's resolutions for 2011:

1. To buy BlackBerry Bold 9700 - Once I get my salary I will definitely go phone-hunting! And buy a new laptop, perhaps (?)

2. To be FIT, not FAT! - Seriously need to exercise!
(Dah boleh terima hakikat tak akan menjadi tinggi lagi, so bersyukur dengan apa yang ada)
Note to self - Calling someone else fat doesn't make you any skinnier :D

3. To move out - I need my freedom ASAP!
(Dah jumpa kawan yang sekepala, harap-harap dapat duduk satu rumah dengan beliau. Hehe.)

4. To save more money, and to spend less money - Need to overcome my addiction and obsession towards books, no more books for me! (Unless I found Mini Shopaholic with a reasonable price. Hehe.)

5.  To become Great Teacher Lisa aka GTL - (Not gatal okay? :D) A Great History Teacher to be exact. Jadi Cikgu Sejarah lah aku lepas ni.

6. To be more optimistic, to have positive views about life so that I can be a better person - No more miss emoLEE!

7. To enjoy life to the fullest! - Well, we gotta live like we're dying right?

8. To get married (?) - Once dah beli Suzuki Swift and rumah Semi-D, baru cerita pasal kahwin. So, jangan tanya bila nak kahwin lagi ye, harap maklum. :P

Berry Berry

Things that end with -berry:

- Blueberry

- Strawberry

- BlackBerry

- Burberry

- Raspberry

- Ribena Berry

- Halle Berry (?)

- Cherry Berry, or simply in Malay: Cirit-Birit - thanks to Mr. Giggles for reminding me of this term :P

Most of you must be wondering, WTH is wrong with me, posting an entry about berries right?
Just simply because, I love berries. Sedap apa kan? :D

Okay, okay.
You got me.
I want to buy one of the things that I mentioned above.
Apa lagi, BlackBerry lah kan.  
Bukan Blue Key macam mak Lizi cakap tu :D
Orang lain pakai BB, dia pun nak pakai gak.
Ala, kan sekarang tengah musim smartphones, orang dok pakai BlackBerry la, i-Phone la, BlueBerry la (Made in China if tak silap)
So, apa salahnya I nak join in the club pun kan.
Nak beli pun pakai duit sendiri, so kena la kumpul duit banyak-banyak.

BlackBerry Curve 3G

Yang ni cun?

Or yang ni lagi cun?

BlackBerry Bold 9700

Rasa cam nak beli Bold 9700, tapi cam mahal la pulak. Curve 3G sesuai lah kot bagi orang yang tak seberapa banyak income macam saya ni, kan?
Apa-apa pun, moga-moga boleh lah beli salah satu. Lepas tu taknak beli handphone dah untuk 10 tahun yang akan datang. Hehehe :D

Sources: Google

Kosong

Omputih cakap empty. Itu apa yang aku rasa sekarang.
Aku tau, aku patut rasa gembira dengan hidup aku sekarang.
Sepatutnya bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.
Aku dah ada kerja yang tetap;
Tinggal dengan family yang ambil berat pasal aku;
Kawan-kawan yang masih keep in touch dengan aku;
Relationship dengan si dia pun dah stabil.
Tapi aku masih rasa kosong.

All I know for now, only books, movies and Glee that can make me happy.
I'm not sure about anything else.
Mungkinkah aku perlukan suatu perubahan yang sangat drastik dalam hidup aku?
Mungkin aku perlukan itu.

I need an extreme change in my life.
Should consider bungee jumping and racing cars in the future.
LOL. Maybe not.
Main bowling for the first time pun dah lembik.

Or maybe I should be a workaholic.
So that I will keep myself busy and I will not think about those crappy wedding and having kids things.
Hey, I'm not gonna married in 5 years time! So what's the point of thinking about it?
Yes! I shall be a workaholic! Indeed.
 
P/S: Entry mengarut buat kali keberapa tah. Cuba untuk menggunakan bahasa baku sepenuhnya. Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa kan? :D

30 Days of Night

The title sounds creepy eh? Hehe. Saje nak buat gempak actually. Post ni tak creepy langsung pun sebenarnye.

30 days left to go before we venture another year, and somehow it freaks me out a bit.

Why?

Because I'm getting older that's why! Everyone is getting older by the way. :P

More responsibilities, no more hu-ha, hu-ha around as I will be busy working.

Oh, that's another thing. No more duit raya for me next year. Instead, I have to give duit raya to those cute little monkeys. *sigh*

I'm not sure whether I have achieved any of my 2010 new year's resolutions. Tak ingat pun ape azam yang aku buat. Haha.

Never mind. There's still some time to think about new year's resolutions.

But my first new year's resolution for 2011 would be to save some money from my salary.

Ramai nak datang next year ni: MGMT, Maroon 5, sape tah lagi. Bukan murah kot nak beli tix concert diorang.

Rumah pun nak kene beli. Kereta lagi. Wedding pun nak buat grand-grand nanti (tapi lambat lagi la :P).

So kene kumpul duit banyak-banyak ni. :D

Supposed to be

20th November 2010.

It is supposed to be the happiest day of our life as it is our first anniversary.
It is supposed to be a gleeful day as I was looking forward for us to meet up today.
It is supposed to be a wonderful day as I will be treating him with my first pay.
It is supposed to be a suprise as I wanted to give him something.
It is not that much, but I did think of him.
And this was supposed to be a mushy, lovey-dovey anniversary post for him.


But I ruined it all.
And in the end I am the one who is all heartbroken.
But I don't think I deserve to be yelled at.
I know he was stressed out and all, but I just don't deserve that.


Happy First Anniversary. Sorry for ruining it.

I hope that we can last longer than we ever thought we will be.

Sorry pagi-pagi buta dah emo. Bangun-bangun je air mata ni dok meleleh je. Bukan nak mintak simpati, just nak luahkan perasaan yang terpendam dalam hati ni. :(

I survived primary school students!

Tuesday, 16th November 2010.

It was my last day in SJK Chong Hwa, Setapak.
I survived a primary school! Yay!
(Well, almost survived actually, because I've only been there for like 19 days, not even a month)
Another yay for me because I got my first pay cheque! Heeee! *senyum sampai telinga*

But nay for me because I didn't manage to take some pictures with the students especially with class 3C (I have seven classes but I love this class so much I don't know why)
They even asked me to teach them English next year, but I didn't have a heart to tell them that I will not be around anymore, so I said, "We'll see about that".
Darn, I hope they won't be sad, because deep down in my heart, I am sad as I can't teach them anymore. Even for a short while, I feel bonded to them.

It's not easy to teach kids, but they are fun to be with. They are so annoying as they bugged you around with silly questions until you feel like pinching their cheeks and pulling their ears. They are so hyperactive and couldn't sit tight just for a sec and start running, playing around until you feel like yelling and hitting and spanking them. But in the end, they make you either smile or cry. I know they made ME smile. They are indeed, cute little monkeys.

I miss them already. :(

Oh God.

I can't believe I'm saying this. Haha.

Never mind. I will visit them one day. Hopefully they will still remember their one and only Teacher Lisa. :)

Kids say the darndest things, NOT!

They scream! They yell!
They fight! They cry!
They are obnoxious!
They are annoying!
And they are little kids, the most monstrous creatures I ever seen in my life.
Don't trust their cute little faces, they may look like angels, but on the inside they are little demons.

LOL. I'm being a little dramatic aren't I? Well, it is simply because I can't tame them.
I've bribed them with candies, I've made some serious looking faces, I've dragged them, I've spanked them on their buttocks (not that hard lah, it was hard to catch them running around), I've talked to them like a mother (more to sister actually) to her children, I've threatened them with their exam marks and told them I would send them to the headmistress' office.

Nothing is working. Na-da.

Lucky I have one week left (until the school holidays), to go through all that.

Being around with kids definitely making me think more than twice to have children of my own.

I salute all of you mothers out there. Period.