there is no mathematics to love and loss.

hey. im back again for a one week holidays.
sooo many things happened to me last week.

ive got tons and tons of assignments.
i skipped my inorg test.

and i went home early. with my BIG, HUGE, and HUMONGOUS [dont know whether its a word or not] bag all the way from my rumah sewa to the UPSI bus and to the STARCOACH bus and then to the pudu bus station [an hour and a half later] and then all the way to the plaza rakyat lrt station.

i carried the bag like mad. like a homeless person. like someone who was about to faint.
as i did not have my breakfast. not even lunch. and i was wearing my baju kurung.


PERFECT.

but i didnt care at all. eventhough there were like some cute guys ive met during my so-called journey back home. they didnt matter to me. nothing else matters.

i just wanna go home to see my late grandmother.

yes. she died on the 1st of feb 2008. in the morning.
thats why i rushed back home. to see her for the last time.

and i managed to see her for the last time. well i was the last one actually.

Al-Fatihah to arwah.
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah SWT dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang soleh. AMIN.

i wanna be a rockstar!

this is the 2nd post of my collection of rockstars' pictures.

enjoy the amazing art of rocking!

choi jong hun.
he's a one korean rockstar hottie!

devon werkheiser.
aka ned bigby slash rockstar kiddo in making.

zack the dragon. ALL TIME LOW.
all time yummy-licious with his bass!

azwin andy. ESTRANGED.
a hot drummer who looks a lot like christian capes! but they're not brothers.

THE HOOSIERS.
goodbye Mr. A. hello new superheroes, the hoosiers!

BITTERSWEET.
the next big thing.

HUJAN.

everyone's favourite local band.

there you go. these are my rockstars.
do you have your own favourites?
perhaps you wanna share with me. with all other bloggers.
please drop a comment or anything. really appreciate that.

toodles!

plug in baby!

hey hey.
its sunday and its raining all afternoon.
im cold. always feel like peeing. haha.
tomorrow i'll be going back to tg malim. *sigh*

i'll be missing the internet! waaaaa. *cry out loud*
these few days i was all searching through the internet about bands.
local bands. yes. i'm addicted to local bands. for now.
thanks to meet uncle hussain, bittersweet, lucy in the loo and hujan for their fab tracks.
i'm appreciating local bands much more.

support our local bands! MALAYSIA BOLEH! huhuhu.

but that doesn't mean i give up international bands. i still think bands like arctic monkeys, muse, panic! at the disco, the hoosiers rock the fcuking hell out of me!

pardon my vulgarity.

i'm gonna share with you some of my masterpiece pictures. credits to whoever took the pictures.

guys with guitars, pianos and drums are so HOT!

matthew bellamy. MUSE.
the superb multi talented MUSE.

dougie poynter. MCFLY
MCFLY's most cutest teeny booper.

brendon urie. PANIC! AT THE DISCO.
the manly BIG voice of P!ATD.

alex turner. ARCTIC MONKEYS.
the mastermind of ARTIC MONKEYS.

i'll update the rest later. i'm out.

new year's resolutions.

its new year's eve.
i bet everyone have their own ways to celebrate it.
as for me. i'll be stuck at home. watching tv. eagerly waiting to see fireworks from my balcony.
just like the year before. and the year before that year. and the year before that two years.
urgh. enough crapping.

these are my 2007's resolutions. lets see whether i made it or not.

1. get better grades. check.
2. to be nicer. erm. check. i guess.
3. get a change or a makeover. check for change. uncheck for makeover.
comment: i changed from a emo slash goth girl into a lil-bit-plumpy-and-chubby-but-not-fat girl who craves for chocolates and food.
4. get a bf. uncheck.
5. i cant recalled the others. check. haha.

haha. my 2007's resolutions suck. esp the fourth one. i've been single like 1 year and 2 months. thats really sucks. i've met like gazillions of hot guys [majority: high school students.] but no one ever fall for me. maybe i'm a jinx when it comes to guys.
ah. what the heck. it's not like it's the end of the world if you don't have that special someone.
i mean at the moment. because we eventually will meet them sooner or late right?

i made a new way better resolutions for 2008. here goes.

1. get better grades and cgpas for both sems.
2. be much more nicer, friendlier with others. more outgoing.
note: i've been quite a jerk to lots of my friends. sorry guys.
3. get a crash course for driving. i really need to drive again.
4. to grow up. i'm going to be 21 next year. but i have the body of a 15 or 16 year old.
[you guys have any ideas how to be big even though you're already stop growing?]
5. make an extreme makeover to myself. my room. and my house.
comment: these can be done on my next sem break for 3 months.
6. to do something big or huge plus risky and fun!
[i hope any of my fav rockbands will held concerts here in malaysia and i'm not gonna miss them like i missed muse concert. i regreted for not going!]
7. get a cute guy to be my bf. it's predictable huh? :P

these are my lucky no seven [not slevin] resolutions. i hope i can make them come true!